† My Sorrow For Your Joy †

2010-03-10T01:57:00.006+08:00

This post is dedicated to my beloved girlfriend, Grace Teh Liyong.

I was never a perfect boyfriend. No where near ideal, not exactly the sweetest, nor the most polite or sensitive. But, by hook or by crook, i fell in love with the best girlfriend i can ever find in this world. My baby is always there for me, cheering me on, keeping me company. She never lies, she never hides, and i swear to god she's the sweetest thing on Earth.

I remember the day, when i first saw her in school. We were sitting in a circle, discussing about our "ninja" plan for Victor Tan, the king of all ninjas. There she came, an unfamiliar face, together with Emi side by side. At that point of time, she wasn't anywhere near attractive, not the kind of girl I'll ogle at. But, there was something different about her, something special. I look into her eyes, and she's probably feeling awkward that i kept staring at her. I was pretty amazed myself, i could not find any explanations. I regretted not introducing myself then, but then again, maybe things wouldn't be the same if i did. "Eww, i probably won't end up with this guy!" those were her first impression of me. I wondered what i did wrong that day...

Days goes by, and i find myself getting more and more attracted to her. People tell me that going for her is like digging my own grave. " I don't want to see you get hurt" or the ever-famous , " Good luck with that my friend " HAH! those weren't exactly encouraging. There were countless guys that got rejected by her. AND I MEAN COUNTLESS. At times i feel like giving up on her, moving on to other girls, but something always brings me back to her, like gravity. You may not notice, but you're a darn attractive girl you know that?

My only regrets? Not getting to know her better in J1. I guess there was nothing i could do, since i had other priorities? Some may think it's long or otherwise, but i took a year to finally get her. Thinking back about the heartaches she caused me is really quite frightening, but i still think it's pretty worth it :) and her agenda for doing so was pretty reasonable - Better to be sure than to give false hope i guess.

Remember the times when you were a kid, wanting attention from that special someone really badly, and you aren't afraid to embarrass yourself? Being with grace makes me feel that way. I would try all kinds of things to impress her, and sometimes my retarded actions can really put her in a spot x)

I remember every single date we have till today. Maybe its the photos we take together. Every time i look at them, it really puts a smile on my face. Even though your smile don't exactly gives me the energy of 3 red bulls ( hahah >< ), i really love to see it. It makes me feel like, whatever i am doing now is so worth it <3

I love the way you blush
I love the way you show me your one-sided dimple
I love your scent. your hair in my face
I love your soft lips, and it's fruity taste
I love your presence, it really completes me. Being without you for a day can really make me go crazy ( Ok hmmm this makes me sound as if i am mentally sick ) God knows what will happen when i enlist... " NS man died in camp due to love-sickness " yup that'll probably be the case. I don't know when will it be till you see this blog post. But i'm pretty sure i'll still love you when you see it. You always tell me, you never know what will happen in the future, whether you will still be the girl i love. True enough , i can't foresee what is coming for us, but that's what life is about, isn't it? Uncertainties. One thing's for sure though, is that i'll always want you to be happy :) cause a girl like you deserve the best.

I love you, Grace. Really do. And i hope we stay together for as long as time allows :)

<3

2009-12-16T01:28:00.001+08:00

i feel so reluctant to go japannn. Singapore never felt so nice before. I don't mind your hot weather, and limited amount of things to do in here. =( 7 days sure is longggg
wo bu yao qu le. Anyone wants to go? LOL. sian sian sian. Guess i'll try to make the best out of it. i will stop being a brat :)

2009-11-28T11:26:00.001+08:00

When will i stop being stupid zzz

2009-11-24T20:07:00.001+08:00

I despise myself. Zzz.
No wonder they say gaming makes people violent, i don't know why, when i was gaming just now... i was fuming... sigh
6 hours of gaming is no joke. On the bright side, i got to play L4D 2, and a levels is almost over.

i feel like closing this blog. =/

2009-10-25T13:39:00.000+08:00

After much procrastination, i decided to go for a morning jog. ( or rather afternoon jog cause i woke up at 12? ) And i have now concluded that i'm officially unfit for anything LOL. I could literally feel my fats going up and down. HOLY SHIT. ok maybe thats abit exaggerating but yea, u get the drift. i think i better get my body back to shape, if not army 0.0 by the time i go army, i can't even do one push-up =.="

Yesterday was a pretty awesome day! Tuition was productive as ever >< my tuition mates are freaking funny haha. After that, went out for family dinner to celebrate my birthday. It was abit early, but yea it was for everyone's convenience =) Food was awesome =P Then, my cousins brought me prawning. It was my first time, was pretty fun though, quite exciting. Everyone tell me its damn boring, just sit there and wait. I thought it was pretty cool HAHA. Caught a total of 7 prawns! The last one being the biggest. We were about to pack up, then suddenly, my rod vibrated. HOLY SHIT PULL XY PULL. And big prawn came up... WEEEEE

freaking fun. But i think i ate like alot of prawns yesterday. Morning my mama bought prawn mee, dinner was seafood dinner ( lots of drunken prawns) and prawning. HAHA SORRY IF I ATE YOUR SIBLINGS, COUSINS, PARENTS, GRANDMAMAS ETC.

ok i'm evil. bye world. i should start studying soon

2009-10-21T08:08:00.001+08:00

OMG I KANA CON. This morning i was getting ready to go to school for mama chow's awesome maths lecture. I was done bathing, getting prepared and packed my bag. Just when i was about to leave house, i recieve a msg from priscilla that it got postponed. NABEI CB. The msg came into my phone 14 hours late (CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?!). Omg i hate my phone like balls. LOL. and now i'm here using the com, coz my plans for today are totally screwed. Am going to play sudden attack. Shit.

I totally no mood to study now. TAKE MY BEAUTY SLEEP AWAY, THEN CANCEL LESSON, WHY! oh well, time to shoot things.

Chao outside people

2009-10-19T19:24:00.001+08:00

zzzzzzzz there's this irritating pain i'm having in my chest now. it's not a physical pain. It's a heartache =/

It's like one step forward, two steps back..

ahh what the heck. this shouldn't even be in my head now, A levels man.

At least i still got brandon.

2009-10-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

500 days of summer was awesome! haha make me have a new perspective towards love >< Summer's a bitch, but i think she's the ideal girl in most guy's life. DAMN SHE'S HOT TOO. weeee =) =)

a levels in like a few weeks time. ALL THE J2S OUT THERE! LETS DO THIS SHIT AND HAVE THE TIME OF LIFE AFTER THAT K! 08S04 = EVERYONE MINIMUM 3 AS AT LEAST. hehe.

p.s i didn't cry on farewell assembly. HEHEHE still say i was going to cry! :P

alrite. gotta go study already. Bye world

2009-10-09T16:16:00.001+08:00

ahhh can i surrender? =(

2009-10-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

Sigh having the 'i dun wanna go school tmr' feeling again. Ran out of parent's letter already though =( =( RAHHH there's night study tmr. Gotta catch up on what i miss during the weekends. TOTALLY WASTED IT AWAY. zzzz

i ate like a load of mooncakes this weekend. I swear i saw my tummy grew in size as i ate the moon cakes. ( ok maybe not LOL ) BUT I FEEL FAT. Too lazy to move my dumbbells, too lazy to do shit. Just wanna lay on my bed and watch the time go by... and i fail my a levels... and i become unemployed.... and i become a deadweight loss.... and then i finally die. LOL WTF EMO. Channel 5 has no good movies to watch. Sad sad, now i dun even know what to do.

RAHHH 36 DAYS TO A LEVELS. 56 MORE TO FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM.

I already made up my mind what i'm going to do after A's. DON'T STOP ME. I swear this time i mean it. AND I'LL DO IT.

Alrighty, gonna go find some ice cream to make myself feel good. HAHA
shit my fats... are gonna make some new friends 0.0

2009-09-27T10:30:00.004+08:00

YAY had an awesome night yesterday. Caught The Ugly Truth. Lots of thoughts went through my head. Gerard Butler = striking resemblance of toon ee HAHAHAHA. Both handsome and sexy >< I think the show's pretty good! Funny, sweet, HORNY HEHEHE yea good show to catch if u're wondering wad to watch =)

Anw, as usual i'm waiting for my handphone to vibrate COZ SOMEBODY TAKES FOREVER ( or never >< ) TO REPLY. #*%^^#@ Oh wellllll.... It's ok, patience is a virtue.

3 hours of tuition later. Kinda sux but yea, i'm taking A levels. Who am i to complain? =/ Til then people. I think my blog is super boring. LOL.

2009-09-23T20:31:00.001+08:00

u know what's the problem with you?
u're just an aimless person, hoping something good will happen to you, just by slacking... ( shou zhu dai tu or watever that chinese proverb is )

That is so true... reality check is harsh, ain't it?
I tell people i wanna do well for my A levels, but i'm all talk no action =( =( =(
my prelim results are evidence of my bullshit. Zzz
Do something xy, before it's fucking too late. Period.

2009-09-20T15:05:00.001+08:00

awesome as hell...

2009-09-16T20:17:00.002+08:00

What's that tingy disgusting feeling i'm having now? oh right. JEALOUSY LOL
can't believe i will get jealous. ME? JEALOUS? WHAT A JOKE.
Damn. maybe just maybe... :|
Anw, lan today was awesome. PLAYED LIKE 5 HOURS? awesome...
it's almost as if prelims and a levels are over.

Jamming on Fri!
Sentosa on Sunday...

i don't look like i'm taking my a levels this year. 50 odd days more. Zzz

Goal for now :
1) cease all my bad habits ( ahem yes, hard but yes i'm going to try)
2)TRY MY BEST TO OPEN UP INSTEAD OF GETTING NERVOUS ALL THE TIME AND MIND GOES BLANK AND START UTTERING NONSENSE. be cool xy. be very cool.
3) start studying for my A's. Prelims are a wake up call... physics is omgwtfbbqrofl

Anw, my blog is functioning normally again! quite happy =D lazy to post pictures though hahahahaha.

Sigh two more mcq papers. =/

2009-09-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

Drowning myself in Final Fantasy 7 music.
SUGOI. >< omg it always calms my nerve down. My phone got sent for repair =( quite sad. Life without music is just a piece of shit. I wonder how people can sit on bus and mrts without listening to music. WILL DIE PLS. I'm starting to have withdrawal symptoms. THE MOMENT I REACH HOME, *BAM* ON COM LISTEN MUSIC. Ahhhhh~~~~

Omg listening to Aeris theme now. Makes me feel like crying. Especially when Sephiroth killed her, damn sad. I swear to god, i'm going to play final fantasy 7 all over again after my A levels. But this time i'm not going to train Aeris LOL. BASKET SEPHY. Kill pretty girl =(

Tuition today was bad. Probably coz i was brain dead from the 4 and a half hours of papers. Couldn't answer the questions he asked. Got scolded =X

During econs exam today, i keep hearing chmel's voice inside my head. LOL. Awesome teacher she is, and one hell of an intelligence she has. I'm proud to have her as a friend =D *salutes*

Prelims are going to be over in a few days. Finding time to breath...

Need L4D or timbre soon. Gonna die soon...

Here's a really nice song to end off. P.S i grew up on this game

2009-09-10T21:07:00.001+08:00

This is quite stupid ...

Dad : ALRIGHT I GOT TWO CHOICES OF WHERE WE ARE GOING FOR HOLIDAYS
Xy: (Woohoo!... Dad passes me the two detail pamphlets... )
Xy : DAD, isn't kyushu and osaka both JAPAN.
Dad: YES WE'RE GOING TO JAPAN.

i still thought we're going some European country this time.... oh well i should be contented.
Many people want to go japan very much. Forgive me for being a spoilt brat, but i just got no interest in going japan again...

Oh well, boredom strikes again. Merv, eug and tong are pooling their lives away. Wish i could be part of them. Stupid arm. As stupid as my abilities to interact with the female species ZZZ

ahhh,
sayonara world.

2009-09-10T10:06:00.000+08:00

i.
am.
stupid.

a.
blockhead.

zzz.
shoot me.

2009-09-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

i think i lost my momentum to study. zzz damn

2009-09-01T18:56:00.001+08:00

omg my constant struggle from not sleeping. The weather is seriously like an aircon =(
IT'S JUST TOO GOOD.

Just watched Iron Man. Not studying. Totally unprepared for prelims. ARGH Zzzz
Dad says just relax, u'll do fine. EVERYONE SEEMS TO SAY THAT, but u know what? The more u say that, the more pressure i have =( coz i'm expected to do well. Sigh...

Double paper tmr, i hope i pull through. Probably brain dead 1 and a half hour into the paper for maths. Argh

This prelims, i think i'm going to do quite badly =/ sry for not being optimistic.
I remember my judo coach use to tell me : if you can't see yourself winning don't expect it to happen.
I can't see myself getting my As =(

On a side note,
Jealousy often leads to being possessive. I don't wanna be like this coz i know how it feels.
Whatever makes you happy i guess. If you're happy, i'm happy.

Til then people =|

2009-08-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

STOP . WASTING . TIME . PERIOD.

2009-08-28T18:22:00.001+08:00

Not loving you is harder than you know.
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

If you need time i guess I'll go away...

=( this song means so much to me.

Prelims is killing me, seriously.
Not cause of the stress, but the fact that i have to do the exact same thing over and over again( REVISION ZZZ ). I wish there were more topics to learn =(

LG is a bad brand. I think LS would be better. Life sucks. :(

Oh well, study hard peeps.

2009-08-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

i think i haven't had a decent post for quite awhile. Been pretty lazy. Ah the pig in me =( i have been eating alot nowadays. And i dunno why... Stress? i doubt. i totally can't feel the pressure of A levels. I dunno where i get the confidence from. Must be the prelim paper i do at tuition. They make me feel like god, coz i seem to be able to do them without much help =/ Ok complacency will be my downfall. That has always been the case. I guess i should start studying, put in my hardwork, get my A, and get away from this terrible jc life =X NO OFFENSE FRIENDS. U GUYS ARE THE REASON I GO TO SCHOOL =) Anw, i'm 3 months pregnant now! Nah i'm just saying i'm really fat. lol. Here's what i ate for yesterday's breakfast, and i'm seriously not joking. Char siew rice, duck rice, wanton mee, chee cheong fun, spaghetti, tau suan, bread and something else i think. My mum thought i was still growing, i think i have a parasite in my stomach. And the irony is, i'm still hungry after eating so much! Oh ya that breakfast probably cost $20. Studying makes u hungry i guess! HAHA. Everyone's watching the prime minister's rally. I'm too lazy to give a damn. I guess studies are more important now. I'll listen to u next time PM LEE! When i'm older, and i give a damn. =)

Well i guess school ain't that bad now. It's better than staying at home and rotting. Seeing the same four walls... again and again. I seem to read the same notes a hundred million times. Boredom... I wish i was good enough to take the A levels now. I wish A levels will be over in a blink. *blink* damn..

Anw, there's something wrong with my blog. I can't change the font size, neither can i put pictures. I dunno why. Wish i can share some funny pics. Too bad =P

Night study tmr. Aim for tmr : Statistics Pro. ==> I'm so good... the probability of me getting A for statistics is 1. SEXY. RAWRRRRRR. i think i kinda like studying in school. It gives me this awesome feeling, i dunno why, like i can do it. LOL. I wanna walk in the exam hall with confidence =)

ok enough of my blabbering. LOL. Some thoughts at the moment : Muse damn awesome ( like we don't already know ), All Time Low's new album is shiok. WEE!

Til then ppl =)

2009-08-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

this love is so one-sided, that i won't even consider it as love... Zzz
rah argh study bah.

2009-08-01T22:30:00.001+08:00

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

2009-07-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

sry for the late updates

lazy haha

school sucks

prelim 27 days away

Pimple hurts like mad

everyone look at me with their mouth open in school ( i wore specs and never style hair )

addicted to miserable at best

wondering if she remembers =/

alrite cya, study hard fellow j2s.

=)

2009-07-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

lol bt2. is. sian. LOL. Oh well there's prelims. Perform under expectations, ah what do u expect. Total time spent on BT2 : 2 days. SEE LA NEVER STUDY. Ah what the heck.

AND PEOPLE STOP ASKING ME ABOUT THE 50 RK POINTS THING.
ok i got above 50 rk points, but the agreement was for my h2's to get above 50 rk points. Apparently, my h2s only gt 45 rk points, SO DUN KEEP BUGGING ME TO DO THE FORFEIT. lol.

I can't believe i'm saying this. I'm going to start studying now. I dun wanna be a straight C student ever again =( this bt2 is bullshit.

Tmr shall be the start of my revision.

p.s. GE SUX omg SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

but grace bernelli damn hot LOL. hot girl with a shotgun = JUST AWESOME.

no wonder merv insist on using her. ><>

2009-07-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

Had loads of fun today. Celebrated singgih's birthday at marine barrage there. Lol. Our surprise failed, but over all it still was loads of fun ^^. Class bonding. damn i wish these times will last forever. Screw u A levels. U deprive me of fun =(

Anw, Shan made sushi and loads of awesome food. =D So sry i wasn't able to help u out ytd. Needed a rest at home =( we took alot of retarded photos... lots of taupoks too. Ow.
We played some silly childhood game. Ice and water. DAMN. SO FREAKING TIRING LOL. Only got 3 ppl catching, rest all running around like retards. I'm damn unfit lol.
Highlight of the day :
Brandon : I'M GOING TO GO POKE GUOXIANG'S ASS
Xy : Freeze.
Brandon: DAMN.

LOL. Quite funny, he didn't know i was the catcher hehe. Childhood games haha. I feel young. Marina barrage is beautiful, lots of couples took wedding shots there. Haha.

Oh ya, i had a series of unfortunate events today. I was so unlucky that i was quite amused HAHA. On the way to the jacob ballas bridge, i was rubbing my eyes. AND DANG MY CONTACTS DROP OUT. Couldn't find it. ( in case u didn't know i'm pretty blind without my contacts. 500 degrees =x ) Was damn sian. Start of the day only! The thought of having blurry image for the whole day just sucks. But dad came to the rescue! Lol, Super dad brought my contacts and my specs all the way from home to school. Somemore today we got phototaking, so i appreciated his effort alot. thx dad =D

Anw, just when i thought the misery will end, another came. LOL. Quite funny
i walk in the class. Got at my seat, was feeling damn warm. I look up, every single fan spinning cept for the one directly above me.

Xy : can help me on the fan?
(i think it was weiling) : THE FAN SPOIL HAHAHAHA <--- her laughter make me feel like strangling her sometimes.

Damn it was a perpetual suana LOL. But i was quite amused. Never thought these things could happen to me.

Ah oh well, i need to start working on my sgc soon. And also to buck up on my studies! Gonna have a weekly revision with the people in my area. This saturday's gonna be at jamie's house. Hope its productive =X

Ok i think i blog a lil too much.
Bt2 was a demoralizer,
Belinda damn fun to talk to haha
Random thoughts LOL

til then ppl =)

2009-07-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

Damn i'm starting to despise myself.
Feel like a jerk, like a baby crying for attention.

Oh well. =/

2009-07-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Laughed my ass off watching this lol.
All the traps are filled with freaking hot water. The guy falls for the same trick again and again. HAHA

2009-07-04T16:16:00.004+08:00

Gamers are never human LOL. Insane parry. Legend.

daigo ftw. LOL. Street fighter 4 here i come!

2009-07-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

i guess its all over.
I'll smile once more, but not for now.

*slap slap, wake up xy! *

2009-06-26T15:37:00.000+08:00

bt2 is by far the exam that i studied the least. I dunno why but i dun even feel motivated to study for it. Zzz. May god bless me.

2009-06-22T23:06:00.003+08:00

Alrite!

i'm currently waiting for merv eugene they all to be done with the dota game. ZZZ they pangseh me! ROAR ASS. Oh well, just watched xmen origins. DAMN GD SHIT LOL.

Oh did i mention? MY MUM IS BACK FROM SHANGHAI! Was quite happy to see her. Haha our whole family went to airport to fetch her ( part of me wanted to get h1n1 so i didn't need to go sch =X ) The time for arrival was 950. End up it delayed til 1106. 0.0
Yup. We waited. Chilled at Tcc and crapped around with family.

I seem to be able to talk to my family about almost everything. Maybe not about sex and stuff lol, but i'm able to confide in other things. Love their listening ears. HAHA. I'm indeed quite blessed to have such a wonderful family alongside me. Dad may seem over protective at times, mum is sometimes a LITTLE TOO NAGGY haha, but it's all good. Coz i know they care. Papa day celebration went great too! I'm going to treat my dad to something once i get a pay. My first NS pay will be given to my mum! haha. Dad says its a regulation. Oh well, Mum bought me cologne and many shirts. She was like complaining ytd night, i buy for lao da (my elder bro) one shirt, your sis one dress, i buy for u 4... u so lucky LOL. Awesome mum lol. Now that she's back, the house is back to the usual noisy place.

Mum: LAO ER U EAT YOUR FRUITS YET
Xy : I EAT ALRDY!
Mum: EAT ONE MORE TIME.

few minutes later...

MUM : LAO ER U EAT YOUR FRUITS YET.
Xy :...(GG ! lol...)

i swear she's going to open her own fruit garden next time. HAHA

ok crap i'm not studying enough too. Studied with belinda today. WAHAHA my chem own her. hail me. Did around 9 questions of maths from revision package. Guess it's not that bad. I hate bt2, more hols pls. ( the survey poll was a lie... cheat my feelings )

ok looking forward to wed. TRANSFORMERS! ROBOTS IN DISGUISE!
weeeee.... happy boy LOL

2009-06-15T22:47:00.003+08:00

OK I WASTED MY TIME WRITING THIS NEW SONG.
It's titled : Love is nothing without you
haha the lyrics are abit corny, but what the heck, it was just an inspiration. I was listening to some oldies when i suddenly get this inspiration. Gonna pen down my lyrics in case i forget. HEHE. gonna get my sis to compose the chords and everything =D

Love is nothing without you

You said you love me
Your eyes seduces me
Are you a surgeon,
Cause you stole my heart away...

And i hate missing you
Wishing i could be with you
You were my everything
Can you please don't leave me here

It's so cold here~
I need you here...
Cause this love is nothing without you~

I dream of you,
and it's killng me~~ ( stretch )

[Chorus]

If time could heal my wounds,
I should have felt much better.
If this is not the truth,
Why does it feel so bitter,
Can you tell that i don't care
If it's fact or fiction
Cause i just wanna be with you...

Baby this love is nothing,
Nothing without you =)

------

It's not complete yet. Just penning down. May improvise it a little. My bro says the mood change is too drastic. Nid to change the tones and everything. The first paragraph lyrics are abit too corny, may change it too... i dunno.
Oh well, i should be studying... this... is... bad...

2009-06-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand.
Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers.
You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled.
Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, the relationship is likely to remain intact.
But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost...

How much do you value your relationships? =X

2009-06-05T15:56:00.003+08:00

Something uber funny happened at the pool just now... dun know whether to laugh or feel sorry for myself...

Kid : Mummy, that guy's ( me ) neh neh damn big. <---- was quite happy to hear this

Kid's Mum : Boy! Come here... don't disturb UNCLE.... ( OUCH ) WTF. OUCH.

i'm too old to be true...

2009-06-04T13:56:00.001+08:00

i've been dreaming of her for 3 days in a row... Zzz
the feeling is @#^%%#@ RAAHHHHH

2009-06-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

"It's not as bad as what u think, its how you look at it my friend =D "

^^ thx alot. I get caught up with the negatives that i always tend to forget to see things on the bright side =P

Life's never shitty... Coz i have u guys with me. Heh

2009-05-31T10:40:00.002+08:00

i just woke up from the best dream i have ever had lol. Was damn sad i woke up... wish it lasted forever >< the dream was really like a dream come through HAHA. When i woke up, i was like !@#*^%#@ SHIT .

Haha anw, the dance performance was a blast. the 10 dollars were really worth it. Sa did better than SYF imo. Highlight of the day : SMU. WOAH. they so pretty that sebestian's cockmeat flew out. HAHA. like models. but they're still eyecandies after all. HAHA. No one can win my dream girl, but i rate the smu dancers 32.5/10. LOL. Love to see breakdancing and all the popping and locking. I love it when they synchronise HAHA. Makes me feel like taking up a course.

Anw sushi with 436 on monday. can't wait. Chilling with them never seem more fun >< wahaha.

i hope dreams come through LOL

til then ppl

2009-05-28T09:53:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our last training together. I had fun. Times with you guys never felt boring. U guys always made even my worst days great. Maybe i'm falling in love with everyone of you >< Thanks coach for being so patient with me all these times. I know i'm not exactly the best student, haha. Your constant screamings, your retarded actions once in awhile, i'll miss them all. I'll rmb what u teach me =D Wonder if my future coach will slap me? HAHA.

Today's break seems to come in handy. Slept quite abit. Tmr is GP. I think is either an E,S or U. No high hopes for GP... just a pass would be great.

I feel damn sad for _____. i dun wish to state the name. But i really feel unjust for him. I'm sure we have all seen the efforts he has put in. Instead of toying with his feeling, can't u just tell him how u felt earlier? All this false pretense, giving him false hope, i think it's just... fucked up. I hope u pull through this my friend. Forget her, move on. She's not worth it.

I think after this incidence, i kinda lost confidence in mine. I'm just going to stay single for awhile. Maybe being single would be the better choice =D

Love hurts? yea...

2009-05-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

Anyone got this version of home sweet home? i need it ... =P

2009-05-20T11:30:00.001+08:00

song of the moment : One Way Love - Antic Cafe

2009-05-15T19:42:00.003+08:00

Woah caught star trek today. It's quite gd i feel haha. =D enjoyed the show very much. U guys shud catch it if u haven't =D abit geekish, but still quite cool overall HAHA. Tmr's daryl's birthday. Class celebrating at natarie's house for steamboat. YUM! haha. Looking forward to tmr. Drama night + birthday steamboat SHIOK

Some pictures to make my blog less wordy and boring :

wahaha can see shan's bald spot? LOL too stress my friend...

Handsome man eyeing at my wallet... XY YOUR WALLET IS MINE lmao

World's cutest girl LOL. your smile is more... shiny now mc HAHA

Pictures speak a thousand words. I'm just lazy to upload them.

OK TIL THEN PPL =D

2009-05-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

watched sa vs mj girls soccer today. OUR GIRLS WON! woohoo. i still think the ref kayu, but at least we won =D GREAT JOB GIRLS! Had fun screaming my lungs out for u guys. Weena u damn sexy. LOL. And qian's " Whack ah! " is just ... outstanding HAHA. WHACK AH! lol... love u qian ^_^

ok. xy's out. He needs to do some quantum physics tutorial. #@&(^#@

Lol

Weena redefines sexy. SHE OWN .

ok i think i say that many times le. HAHA.

TIL THEN PPL

2009-05-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

Miyavi.... Simply... god

Nirvana and Miyavi. Two awesome music artist. Imba cover =P

2009-05-09T18:27:00.004+08:00

Wee had loads of fun today. Bball early in the morning with the sji guys. All of them change so much in looks! More handsome haha. More buff also LOL. Been awhile since i played bball with them. We even played full court! Was super tiring. Hell lot of fun though haha. Lunched at ajisen was awesome as usual haha. I got a free apron from ramen girl lol. Bryden took the 2 free tickets for ramen girl... lol everyone kinda agreed he needed it more HAHA ;) i took the apron coz everyone else didn't want it HAHA. i'm some cheapskate. OH WELL. if i didn't have tuition, i would have stayed longer.

My brain is having a migraine now. Damn pain pls. kns. SO PAIN THAT I DECIDED TO GO CUT MY HAIR. ok i know i dun make sense, but i just needed the scrubbing. My hair looks pretty much the same. HAHA. but the scrubbing was shiokkkkk....

i'm lagging behind for my revision. Gotta stop procrastinating. GRR. Exams soon, i think i will do badly for BT2 =(

On a side note, i NEED to watch xmen origins.

rawr.

sometimes i wish that i didn't know you
you're like a drug to me
Maybe life would be better without you =/

2009-05-07T19:19:00.003+08:00

damn nice... Mcfly <3

2009-05-05T20:15:00.001+08:00

omg my tuition teacher is sick... I'm like procrastinating whether to do my physics spa.
Dang wish i was having tuition.

Sa lost to rj today. Quite sad, but i think the sa ruggers deserve a pat on their back for their effort to come thus far ^_^ RJ played well, thats all i can say. Or maybe we just didn't play as well...

On a side note, CAUGHT UP WITH KAI DI TODAY AKA BRYDEN AKA XIAO DI DI. ( Lucky u never call me xiao xuan xuan haha damn er xing ) Still handsome, still as sexy as ever haha. Was quite fun seeing all the familiar sji faces in rj lmao. Wee... lol

basketball this saturday with the ex-josephians. Think its gonna be fun =D

i think i'm turning fat. lol.

and michelle, stop biting me. It hurts big time.

Quadrapop is addictive

ok i'm damn random

bye

2009-05-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE SHOW,
ONE LAST TIME,

WE ARE READY!

GO SPECTRUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

Been thinking about what mei ting said.
Is it really just superficial? I'm really not sure... Sigh someone enlightened me pls.
Anw, on a side note, sa won acjc rugby 27-13! GREAT JOB GUYS! =D

i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do about u now.
There are many things that i would like to say to u,
but i don't know how...

maybe it's time i draw the line, i think i'll be fine :)

2009-04-25T17:30:00.001+08:00

weekends are just #&^@#%R@#.

2009-04-23T19:51:00.002+08:00

woah i think my class is damn imba. Just got the news today, we topped the school for almost every single subject haha. Top for chem, physics, maths and econs. Our GP ain't that gd... haha BUT STILL. It's cool to be in this kind of class i guess. Got its pros and cons. PROS : u'll study. CONS : quite demoralizing. Today when i saw many of my classmates appear in the top students, i was actually quite disappointed. When will it be my turn? =/

Gotta start studying already... I can't fall behind.

2009-04-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

yay i passed my napfa test... wee. NO EXTRA 4 MONTHS. i happy like bird now.
Ok ps just gotta post this... am very tired. training + napfa = shiok. Legs like rock now, quite hard to move them haha...

2009-04-19T10:16:00.002+08:00

Lying on my bed, i'm thinking about you yet again.
The common question surfaces,
Should I or should I not....
I took a walk down memory lane,
thinking about all the beautiful memories we had
I wish it stays that way,
but then again, Life's not a fairytale
People tell me i should go for you
that you're an awesome girl not to be miss
My heart agrees, but my actions says otherwise
Maybe i do not have enough courage
But i'm afraid things would get awkward if you reject me

I don't wanna get my hopes all high,
But times with you were priceless.
I would rather have unhappy times with you,
Then happy times with anyone else.
:)

2009-04-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

YAY POOL TODAY WAS FUN FUN FUN! Haha i think i'm getting better! thx for teaching me merv haha. Skipped lessons today. Totally not in the mood for lessons. Keep falling asleep in class. Not concentrating, grades deteriorating =( Man if u look at this way, A levels aren't very far away ... Gotta make sure i do my constant revision man ... Oh well, at least i had fun. Tmr's shan shan's SYF. Many of us are going down to support her. GO SHAN! I KNOW U CAN DO IT. GOLD WITH HONOURS! i'll scream for u. DANCE DANCE DANCE. Hehe. Tmr's going to be an awesome day i hope. I pray haha.

OH WELL TIL NEXT TIME =D

i can't believe i'm saying this... but a break from cheer actually feels prettyyyyyyyyy good HAHA

2009-04-13T20:05:00.001+08:00

Sigh... what a bad day =(

2009-04-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GE!
u're a quarter of a century old ><

2009-04-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

Well today was a day full of ups and downs...
Started off with our cheer performance. It was our final chance to show the school what we were capable of, and i think we did great =D All stunts up, crowd response was insanely good. Enjoyed it ^_^

After that was followed by PW results. Ironically, even though the school said our PW results have improved, everyone wasn't exactly happy =( i think many people do deserve better, considering the amount of hard work they put in =/ Pw was definitely a pain in the ass... On a side note, at least we can push it aside. To those who didn't get their desired score, don't get too upset. Don't let this minor setback get into your way, coz A levels does not just have PW one paper. Persevere on, stay strong, and do well for your A's. To those who got an A for PW, congrats =D i think most of the people who got A deserves it ^_^

Seeing my friends being depress are one of the sole reasons i get emo.
To Cat, i hope everything turns out fine for you =( STAY STRONG, coz i know u are.
To BCM, seeing u cry makes me abit emo =/ oh well, hope you're fine... TURN THAT FROWN UPSIDE DOWN =D
To Chmel, don't emo k? imo u're definitely a straight AAAAAAA student =D stay awesome =D

i know sometimes i might be abit dao... but i do care for u guys =D

i shall start praying for my friends tonight... U guys mean the world to me...
Weee.

2009-04-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

For people who didn't see Anthony Lee's performance at Lumos, here's the video ^_^

2009-04-07T18:43:00.001+08:00

wah damn shiok today. had lunch buffet with merv, tong, toon ee, zixiong and vloh. CRAPPED, EAT, happy ><

Eating really makes me happy. Haha, now u know why i so fat. For the people who are worrying about me, i'm ok haha. Really. Its probably just another passing phase. I'll hang on =D

2009-04-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

I'm abit confused.
I'm not sure what to do.
Help?

2009-04-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Finally time for a breather...

Just came back from Lumos. I must say... ANTHONY LEE IS FREAKING AWESOME. Love his voice pls. He was the only guy that sang chinese song, but who cares... he rocks the world haha. Anyway, got to hear marcus tan sing. Super imba pls, cj band is damn gd. The HCI band was also damn good. Overall the rock concert was quite nice haha, just a little warm. ( The auditorium's aircon was spoiled i think 0.0 )

Well i didn't get to go life concert =( Won't get to go anymore. Two years in SA and i never even gone for it once =( AH damn sian. Sorry victor loh =(

Well today we put up a performance for the PE teachers. Our performance has been approved =D My body is aching pretty bad now... It was all worth it. Our last performance, let's make it a good one guys =D

I think i need to rest. Haircut tmr, hope it turns out good =( I always get disappointed when i go for a hair cut. But have to, coz i got caught for hair =/ a decent hair cut is something i need. Lalalalala... More time to hang out with bros too hehe.

There is so many things i wanna tell people. Really wanna blurt it out. But i guess not now... I need to sort out my thoughts. Haha.

Going to sleep now. Tired tired.

i wish i was a little more brave, and less petty. XY BE A MAN PLS. Zzz

2009-03-30T22:01:00.001+08:00

Get well soon Qian... =/

2009-03-28T19:47:00.000+08:00

OMG i have been doing alot of feminine stuff nowadays.
First was sewing, today i went to BAKE COOKIES for service learning...
And u know what's the funny part? i actually think they're both quite fun LOL
Hmmm, wonder if i'm turning gay... OH WELL better start learning how to cook and do some house chores, in case i turn into a househusband next time =D

haha random post

til then ppl =D

2009-03-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

YAY PEOPLE I'M BACK AGAIN! This time with a relatively good mood. Haha, i did well for my block test 1! Quite ironic though... Coz i didn't really study much, considering the fact that cheerobics took up too much of my time =D, BUT IT'S TOTALLY WORTH IT. Anyway, just happy that i don't need to see parents. But ironically, the subject u put most effort into, always comes out the worst results. In my case, it was maths... I PRACTICED LIKE MAD, and i got a C. The rest didn't even study can get better grades. WAS BANKING ON MATHS TO GET A LOL. Who knew... Wonder if the same theory applies for GP and Econs... Hopefully a miracle happen and i score gd grades for them too. Wow, considering the fact that i left almost both papers half blank, i doubt.

WEE... I'M EATING SAUSAGES NOW. ROAR. THEY MAKE ME HAPPY... AND FAT. =D yay sausages. Ok random, anyway sports day in like 2 weeks time or less. Need to put up performance by next friday for them to see. My parents are pretty angry at the fact that i have training after cheerobics. They think i should spend more time studying. Since i'm J2 and stuff. BUT AH WHAT THE HECK. SHALL SHOW THEM MY BT 1 SCORE AND TELL THEM I CAN PRIORITISE MY TIME ( ya like real, errr more L4D ? lol ) weee, last performance for the school. better make this one good. Pray nothing will happen to our flyers. Have faith in us pls.

P.S I'M GOING TO DO THE TOSS WITH ZERO BOUNCE BY NEXT WEEK. I WILL DO IT. i hope ... XD damn hard to catch the timing pls...

ANYWAY, enough crapping, my sausages want me to gobble them down. It writes 'eat me' all over it. Gotta fufill my mission.

TIL THEN PPL!

2009-03-22T21:09:00.001+08:00

AWESOME EXPERIENCE, AWESOME TIME , NO REGRETS =D

It's ok if we didn't win anything, as long as we tried our best. No regrets =D, i really did enjoyed myself haha. Thanks for those who came down! Really appreciate your effort. I'm so tired i'm not even going to study for physics.

TATA FOLKS, wish me luck for my failing BTs.

P.S - i had a nightmare ytd. I GOT BACK MY BT1 results. And lets just say they weren't gd. =(

Wonder who was cursing me to have a nightmare =/...

oh well... TIL THEN ppl!

2009-03-18T10:27:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE i'm back again =D

Back with lots of bruises and injuries. Haha, but i'm enjoying this shit. Never felt any better =D. Even though i'm just a loader, i think cheer is just hell of a fun. But at this rate, i'm seriously going to fail my block test. I screwed up ALOT OF papers. I mean ALOT. Only paper i got slightly more confidence is chem. So it's pretty much a GG for me. I got a feeling my 24 rank points are coming back. I'm don't even have time to study for physics... =( Anyway training at 1 today... My body feels tired, but i'm going to be put in my 101% i don't ever wanna be a liability to the team... Plus i'm just a add-on to their team. I'll do my utmost best =D

To think that cheerobics is perhaps the last competition we can participate in, i have a bitter sweet feeling. I don't ever wanna be split from you guys. I LOVE U SPIRES! We went through thick and thin together, each time coming out stronger... 10 years down the road, will we still be awesome friends like we are now? I hope we will never forget about each other. Friends, team, cheer partners for life =/

Ahhh enough of my crap. Time to get myself mentally ready for training.
If u do have time, pls come support us at zouk on sunday! But if u feel u nid to study for BTs, i can totally understand =D

OK! thats all for this post
Til then people =D

2009-03-15T10:37:00.002+08:00

OMG I THINK THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS I LIKE HER NOW zzz.

Ah what the heck... doesn't matter, maybe i was a little too obvious =/

It's just another crush haha. Probably won't evolve to anything much. Haha people don't bank on it too much. Will pass by soon... i hope. =S

On a side note, sushi + splurging on clothes and havaianas was so shiok pls. Haha. $$ gone but really feels damn shiok. And i studied one chapter of physics. ^^ Not that bad haha.

I got really nothing much to blog about. Boring life.

Til then people LOL

2009-03-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

block test 1.. here i fail =(

screw exams... more slacking please Zzz

2009-03-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

Got back my A level chinese results : B.
I think i'm quite contented with it, considering the amount of effort i put into chinese. I practically skipped a year of chinese lessons singing or dozing off, not doing homework and stuff. Quite amazing i feel. But i'm definitely able to get A. Ah what the heck, its over. Next week will be getting back our Project work. I hope i get a decent score.

Man many things coming right up. Cheerobics, Block test 1, PW results... Well at least i got over SPA, for now haha. I going a feeling i'm going to flunk block test zzz. Not studying, keep gaming = GG. No motivation at all. I'm just hoping i'll be able to write something on the paper during the exams. Holidays are coming, definitely going to love it. I need a break 0.0

Hope everyone is coping fine with their life. On one hand, i can't wait for jc to be over, coz of exams and stuff, but on the other, i wish it would never end, cause the friends i have in jc are just too awesome =D love ya.

C'MON GUYS, LETS DO THIS. My name is going to appear next year as an all-rounder. CAPTAIN OF CHEERLEADING- WITH AT LEAST 3 H2 DISTINCTIONS--- > ALRITE THATS ME. I'm going to own it. RAWRRRRR. Ok abit ambitious, BUT NOTHING'S IMPOSSIBLE. RAH.

haha. Sorry about the crapping. TIL THEN PPL! =D

2009-03-01T22:14:00.001+08:00

Really awesome song. I'm not really in the mood to blog... Having a mix of emotion now. Sorry guys. Enjoy the song though =/

2009-02-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! Life's been abit sian nowadays. I'm serious. I go school pretty aimlessly. With nothing to look forward to... Training's this friday. Why does 4 days seem so long away. I should be studying for my chem spa. But i'm not. I should be studying for my BT1, but i'm not. I'm really unmotivated haha. LAZY LAZY LAZY!~

Anyway, been trying to workout lately for napha. Body conditioning and stuff. Still can't do pull-ups =( Wonder if i'm too heavy... OMG 4 months is no joke. I can do lots of things during that time. NO WAY AM I GOING FOR THAT EXTRA 4 MONTHS. GOTTA TRAIN =(

Thanks emi for your smiley faces. It kinda cheered me up ^^. I can't really hide my expressions well i guess. One look and people can see that i'm pretty moody. Thanks people for trying to cheer me up! J2 life is not as fun as J1. Even gaming is not working. Maybe merv's right, we should go back to our old days, packing home clothes in our bag, waiting for the bell to ring and there we are rushing for the bus-stop to LAN. Those were the days. No troubles, no stress, sheer joy =D

Anyway, here are some pictures for reminiscence :

TAIWAN CHEER CAMP! Omg i miss u tons xiong ='(

The cheer seniors! miss them tons too =(

My class guys =D it was during some school drama performance

Family at Taiwan =D

I don't wish to get my hopes up high, but times spent with you were priceless

2009-02-19T19:07:00.001+08:00

MY 100TH POST

man i did a toss to hand people! TOSS TO HAND! ANOTHER STEP CLOSER TO CUPIE! i'm so going to do it =D JIAYOU CHEELING! Flyer da ren =D

2009-02-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Omg... i think i'm running out of energy...
Test, SPA, Block test 1 coming right up. No revision done. Haiz. Someone give me energy pls... i'm dragging my feet to school each day. Even the thought of training is killing me. =(

2009-02-15T21:34:00.001+08:00

my god i'm going nuts...

2009-02-14T13:49:00.002+08:00

hey people, back again. i don't really know what to post haha. Just feeling really empty. Friendship week has been quite cool. Love the way the school does so much for valentines.

Today is valentine's day. HAPPY VDAY PPL. My 18th year spending vday alone =D
Nothing bad about being single i guess. Just feeling a little ... i dunno. Haha.

Nowadays i cant seem to find the mood to game. I L4d for only 15 mins, before i got bored. Dota one game, and i'm already exhausted. This never happened before. I don't feel emo. I just cant find the motivation to do anything LOL. Eh wait, wonder is that classified under emo. Maybe's the workload of j2, i dunno.

Sorry about the boring post. Signing off.

Til then people

2009-02-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

imba. damn i need some core muscles to do breakdancing ZZZ

2009-01-30T19:24:00.005+08:00

Hey people! i'm back again!

MSA IS FINALLY OVER! Alright, a little less stressful now. Anyway, zx's birthday today is such a waste. All the ninjas this year are not working. First was merv, then was zx. God's will? U guys better not touch me on my bday. Its for your A levels man. i INSIST that u go revise your work. One can never study finish, so don't freaking touch me. i'm serious... I'm ninja-phobic. =(

Anyway, school has been a bore, other than for cheer trainings. Cheer always seem to brighten up my school days! I don't mind loading 60 elevators, as long as i'm with u guys. Everything seems right =D Had sushi with cheermates and bano today. Treat from xiong. Shouldn't we be the one that is treating him? Weird. But anyway, i really had a fun time. Crapped, Slacked, Bastard-ed. Sometimes i don't think before i speak, so if i pissed anyone off, or was effing insensitive, i'm really sorry for what i said. SRY BIRD! My inner bastard self always seem to prevail, no matter how much i try to change. Once a bastard, always a bastard... Damn, gotta be a nicer person. I still think that xiong should stay in Singapore to study. Aussie is so damn far away pls! We're going to miss u, u're going to miss us, dun go leh... ZZZ. Cheer won't be the same without u. No imba base, no imba funny guy that always cramp at the weirdest places ( HAHA ). One part of me doesn't want to send xiong off, coz i dun fucking want u to ever leave. Another part of me wants to send u off, coz it will probably be awhile before the next time i see u. AH if only all the schools in Australia suddenly got burned down, and xiong can stay with us HEHE. Wonder who started the fire... =X *whistles ignorantly...*

J2 life is getting better as the days go by i guess. I think its only a problem of adjusting to it. I bet i would have cracked if not for my beloved friends. We're all in this crap together, lets just hope we graduate in one piece.

To all who had recieved results for MSA :
Don't be disheartened if your results are not desirable, MSA is merely a stepping stone. PICK YOURSELF UP AND DO IT FOR BT 1. On the positive side, at least u screwed up only MSA, not A levels =/

if u ever feel like giving up, and u need a friendly hug for support, u can always come to me.
Don't worry, it's free... i think. ><

CHEERS! =D

2009-01-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hey guys sorry for not blogging!~ a lil lazy haha. Anyway CNY hols are ending, and i have done 0 revision. ALRIGHT! gg. err i'll blog next time. Learning this new song haha. Song's rather old though haha.

Sorry! Til then

2009-01-20T20:00:00.004+08:00

Times with you guys never fails to cheer me up =D
I thank god for the bros i have...

On a side note , RED CLIFF 2 WAS AWESOME =D

2009-01-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

As promised, these are the photos from my taiwan trip! =D

Before checking in...

Me and my sis!

Family shot =D

At Ding Tai Feng ( Taiwan > Singapore ) THE FOOD THERE IS AWESOME!

On the MRT hehe

At some awesome pub place, food there is great, beer there is even more awesome =D

YO WHO THE MAN

Daddy and me ^^

Me and my lil sis. She puny. HAHA

At the hotel...

PRETTY MUMMY AND ME =D

Well i guess thats all, i lazy go put on facebook. So u wanna see, ask me for the photos LOL. Who the hell wanna see man gosh. Anyway, hope it doesn't bore anyone. Off to rest. Flu getting really bad, now even having cough. =x

Til then ppl!

2009-01-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

If i said i enjoyed my first day of school, i'll be lying...
How i wish the holidays will never end =(

p.s. thx for the advice. i'm trying my best to change =D

2009-01-11T20:07:00.002+08:00

aww man, school's starting tmr.

Checklist :
Homework [ ]
Haircut [ X ]
Dye black [ X ]
Revision [ ]

ALRIGHT! i'm totally not ready for school man... i wish the holidays wouldn't end that quickly. Promo period was super tiring for me already. I think i'll collapse in J2. Sigh, sleeping early, less gaming, more mugging. Jc life aren't really suited for gamers.
At least my hair is now prim and proper. But still getting use to the new look i guess.

Well at least i had quite alot of fun these past few days. Friday was cheeling's 18th birthday. I thought we did a pretty good surprise =D. Yesterdays was merv's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! MAY U STAY AS SEXY AS EVER, WIF YR LYCOSA, I BET YOUR GAMING SKILLS ARE NOW MAXIMISED >< And today was my dear sister's bday! haha. HAPPY 15TH! She's the family's little girl haha. <3.

3 birthdays in a row = FAT FAT FAT X1000000000000
Cakes ruin me. Gaming fufill me. School destroys me.

Til then ppl =D

2009-01-06T19:41:00.001+08:00

YAY I'M BACK AGAIN! woohoo.
TODAY WAS AWESOME! spent the day wif bros. Finally the last bro is back! pls welcome roy HAHA. He's always mia. AND NOW HE'S BACK... with an accent... woo scary. Haha. PLAYED L4D FOR 3 HOURS STRAIGHT. omg its so damn awesome. This game is freaking gd. played versus. 2v3. IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME MAN. woots. Feel like buying the game. But j2... curses... i wish i was in poly sometimes.. all this pressure and stress wouldn't have mattered =/

ANYWAY, FINALLY CAUGHT IP MAN. Omg the show was damn nice. Caught yes man ytd too. I'm quite happy actually. Got to watch all the shows i like. Haha, happy =D

Many birthdays coming right up =D i can already feel the pressure on my chest and back already. Taupok, anyone? >< claws ="x">

2009-01-01T12:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Yea 2008 has gone by in a flash, and here comes 2009. Aww man, kinda miss the times we had in 2008. A rather fun year for me as a new student to junior college. Boys school to mix school. Lets just say it took me some time to adjust. HAHA. I'm grateful for the friends i have as they will probably last a lifetime =D.

From PAE days, to competitions, to promos. 2008 has been a year full of ups and downs. To say the truth, i wouldn't be here if not for my friends. This year has been quite a challenging year indeed. I thank my friends for giving me the strength to pick myself up each time i feel like giving up. Without u guys, i probably would not be who i am today.

WITH PLENTIFUL AND TONS AND LOTS OF LOVE, Xy wishes everyone, A HAPPY NEW 2009 AHEAD! =D

MINI DOTA STORY

2008-12-30T01:34:00.003+08:00

Admiral Proudmoore : Why are you called tidehunter?
Tidehunter : erm maybe cause i hunt the tides?
Admiral Proudmoore : Then why aren't u hunting morphling?
Tidehunter : jeez, i dunno. Maybe they call me tidehunter coz of my skills.
*Levi uses gush*
Admiral Proudmoore : U CALL THAT A TIDE? THATS PUSSY! Check out mine...
*Kunkka casts CoCo Rum*
Admiral Proudmoore : AND THATS WHAT U CALL A TIDE!
Tidehunter: GRRR! EAT SPIKES BITCH~~~!!!!
Admiral Proudmoore : oh fuck...

2008-12-27T20:29:00.001+08:00

Ok i'm bored. Rotting at home is doing no good for me. Gaining lots of weight. Coz all i do is eat, sleep, use com, eat again.

Someone save me? haha

2008-12-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

YAY CHANGE MY SKIN OF MY BLOG AGAIN. i'm just a little bored haha. A change is always fun i guess. Got a new haircut. 2009 is coming, a new year, a new start, a new beginning, and lots of mugging to come. OMG. Wonder how long i will last before i go nuts. WELL at least there are many others who are out there with me.

A wonderful quote from the man, the legend, the guy with lots of balls.
ALRIGHT TIME'S UP, LETS DO THIS. LEROYYYYYYYYYYYYYY JENKINS!!!!!!!!!

Here's his youtube video. If u don't play WoW, u probably won't understand. But if u do, this is freaking funny. RETARDS ARE THE MOST FUN PEOPLE. XD haha

2008-12-25T15:49:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =)

STAY HAPPY ALWAYS ^_^

2008-12-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

kgarden + astons + chocolate tau huay + BIG glass of sugar cane = shiok

2008-12-20T11:19:00.003+08:00

OMG KBOX WITH FAMILY WAS AWESOME MAN! woohoo really sang my heart out. Got to hear all the oldies sang by my mum, aunt and my bro. Actually, these oldies are pretty good, HAHA. Wonder if i'm aging. HEHE. ANYWAY FAMILY TIME OWNS! lol i think i drank alittle too much, got a little high. But after i drank the beer in taiwan, tiger beer in singapore sux. Like... really sux AHAHA. Anyway, i still drink quite a bit. Thats so me, not nice also can take in. HAHA.

After singing, my cousins were too tired coz it was alrdy 1am. HAHA. But my family was hungry, as always. LOL. ( now u know why i'm so big ) And my mum was like, U ALL WAN GO EAT SHANGRI-LA. Me and my bro was like, ARE YOU SERIOUS? 1 AM MIDNIGHT GO HOTEL EAT HIGH CLASS FOOD LOL. So my dad kinda drove us to shangri-la hotel for supper. Apparently he says at this time only there offers good food. NO doubt about good food haha.

If the menu prices were bigger in print, i would have taken photo of the price. ITS FREAKING 42 DOLLARS FOR A PLATE OF FISH AND CHIPS. LOL. but its really damn nice. i ordered a club sandwich, which cost 25 dollars lol. And and and, their wanton mee cost 26 dollars, CAN U BELIEVE IT? SPLURGE HAHA! My dad was like saying, once in awhile, spend abit is ok. ERM WE JUST CAME BACK FROM TAIWAN LOL. But who cares, the food was splendid. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

the super high class bar section. I wanted a tequila shot but i didn't dare ask. After so much beer haha. My dad probably won't let either.

Happy couple lol. My daddy and mummy! CAN U SEE HE'S BALDING, OMG I'M DEAD LOL.

emo sis =x

THATS MY 大哥! HAHA

My sis's mushroom soup. IT WAS AWESOME! so was the price. $22 =x

MY CLUB SANDWICH!

no doubt it was fun man haha. Love hanging out with my family. Coz i dun nid pay for myself. kbox on monday again. But dis time i have to pay haha. WHO CARES? HAVE FUN CAN LE. weeee.... going for lunch with joleen and people now! EAT EAT EAT

TIL THEN PPL!

2008-12-19T17:11:00.002+08:00

AWW MAN holidays are coming to an end. Whenever there's xmas, it means school's starting. I haven't even started revising for msa, nor did my holiday homework. GG. But i guess my holiday thus far has been really great. Really good break for me. Jc life is hard. Lucky to have friends there for me to persevere through this shit. TALKING ABOUT XMAS, i haven't done any shopping for presents yet. YES I KNOW I AM LAGGING. MERV I WILL RMB YRS DUN WRY HAHA. 24th december. yea. Well i gotta start doing homework soon. Giving myself til after xmas to start on my physics. A little late, but better late than never i guess. HAIZ A LEVELS, WHY DO U HAVE TO COME AND RUIN MY LIFE.

Going kbox with my cousins and family soon! GOING TO SING MY HEART OUT ^_^

TIL THEN PPL!

2008-12-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

HUNTER X HUNTER IS THE BOMB!

2008-12-15T20:11:00.004+08:00

ALRITE TODAY WAS AN AWESOME BE-AWESOME TOTALLY-AWESOME HAMSTER AWESOME DAY MAN!!! WOOHOO!!! ya man... Did i forget to mention it was awesome? YEA ITS AWESOME! Today was the first time i watch 2 movies back to back. yup i'm pretty much broke now HAHA. At first we wanted to go out since tong just came back from turkey ( or whatever it is, some country, was it dubai? WHO THE F CARES ). Since it was a brotherhood outing, it's kinda obvious what guys do , right mao? ^_^ AND SO IT WAS EITHER POOL, LAN OR MOVIE. LOL. I'M A NERD MAN. Caught wild child and twilight. I MUST SAY, I THINK I'M GAY, COZ I TOT WILD CHILD WAS PRETTY GOOD, or maybe it was just emma roberts. (i'm so going to watch the doggy show featuring emma roberts. She hot, sizzling... hot ) WOOHOO. Do i still need to say abt twilight? Its just not a gd movie for 5 guys to watch, thats all i have to say haha. definitely a must to watch.

how long have you been seventeen? a while...

HOLY SEXY! But still think the main lead is not handsome enough. HAIZ NEVER ASK ME... WHAT THE DEUCE MAN. i totally own that cedric diggory la LOL. JKJK. After movie, we went to play lan for awhile. And i think its time i quit dota LOL. WE GOT OWNED. 52-16, and we're not the 52. its quite obvious haha. WE TIO RAPED. damn sad, but fun la. Great time to hang out wif bros. May be the last few times, unless hinyang or teoloy organise some 436 outing again. CANT WAIT MAN! Bros b4 hoes. MAO, IF U CALL LITING, AND SHE'S PLAYING DOTA, U CAN CALL ME MAN. WE GAY. LOL. I NOT LIKE HER. I QUIT GAME FOR U!!! <3><

EMMA ROBERTS FTW. <3

TIL THEN PPL! =)

2008-12-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'M FREAKING BORED!!! ANYONE WANNA GO OUT? ANY WHERE. SHOPPING EAT MOVIES OR EVEN GO SLACK, i dun wanna spend my last month holidays rotting. AND NO WAY AM I STUDYING. And if u're asking me to go out to do homework, _|_ LOL. ok maybe during the last 2 weeks. I WANNA GO OUT AND HAVE FUN!!!

2008-12-13T09:50:00.004+08:00

ok emo's over. Apparently my emo periods are always very short HAHA. back to my normal self again! Had dis weird weird weird dream last night. I dreamt that i needed to pack my stuff for school, but everything was missing. No files, notes, books nothing. Dun even have school uniform. I WAS FREAKING KAN CHIONG! then i was like, heck it, just go school first. Apparently i wore a long john ( or watever it is called ) , the one u wear for thermal wear, to school. AND IF U SEE A THERMAL WEAR B4, THERE'S A HOLE AT YOUR AHEM. So when i went to school, everyone laughed at me. THEN I WOKE UP. WOOHOO, MY NIGHTMARE IS DAMN CUTE. lol. Wonder if i get these dreams only i am emo ?

quote for the day: Hello police? there's a handsome guy in my house. Oh wait, that's just me. >< AHAHAHAHA

HAHA. Til then ppl!

2008-12-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

I feel so fucked up.

2008-12-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

YAY I'M BACK FROM TAIWAN! lol yea man taiwan is quite fun. Got me a little fat. A little ><. Shopped and eat like mad haha. Must go back there again man. Taiwan is really the bomb ! No language barrier too ^^

Saturday's training at Ntu was great. Learn many new stuff! DID BASKET TOSS FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! Haha. And i tried many main base stuff, lyk ground-up to single-base extension. WOOHOO. Never thought i'll have the chance to do something like that. Even improved my toss! Hopefully can toss to hands soon. PS kangjun's method of bouncing with the legs is freaking imba HAHA. my bounce much stronger, but so is the burden on my thighs. ITS ACHING LIKE MAD NOW HEHE.

Kinda got inspired by chuanyan that day. He showed me that a loader can be a significant and respected role in the team, HAHA. Loaders make other people look good. GOING TO BE AS GOOD AS HIM. hoping. HAHA.

Been reading through my previous archives to see my previous posts. Its quite fun to read actually. Quite funny too haha. Wanted to close down this blog initially, but couldn't bear to do it. =/

i'll upload my taiwan pics soon, if i get hold of them.

TIL THEN!

2008-11-24T23:12:00.005+08:00

OK I THINK MY BLOG IS GETTING KINDA BORING. SO THIS TIME I'M GOING TO POST SOME PICTURES ^_^ haha had quite a fun time today. At first i wanted to go out with mervin only. Was thinking we 2 go gay and watch madagascar 2. WHO KNEW SO MANY PPL WENT! LOL! singgih xiong merv tong mao and merv's class. A 2 MAN GAYING SESSION BECOME SO MANY PPL! well at least its even more fun with more ppl. The more the merrier i guess haha! Merv accompanied me to go buy my singlet. and i got lost in taka, CAN U BELIEVE IT LOL. We went to many shops finding for singlet, all the shops dun look lyk they sell singlet. Finally, i asked a lady at giordano, and she told us to find at takashimaya men's section, renoma. IF NOT FOR THE LADY, we would have spent hours searching for a pathetic piece of clothing with very little materials LOL. Sorry merv for taking away your pool time. =( Well at least the singlet was pretty nice and cheap. $18.90 for three! and looks good too!
But my dad thinks it looks beng, my mum thinks i look gay. WTF??

My singlet :

THIS PICTURE ABIT GAY! BUT IT SHOWS A HAPPY XY HAHA!

well after the shopping, we went to watch madagascar 2. saw jiawen on the way! HER HEAD IS STILL AS BIG LOL! her birthday is tmr! wish we could celebrate for her haha. RMB TO WISH HER HAPPY BDAY PPL! 25 NOV! Anyway, MADAGASCAR 2 IS A MUST WATCH. I REPEAT... MUST WATCH! Its damn awesome! I laughed like crazy, never done that for quite some time. After watching the show, we went to have dinner at PS foodcourt. MET UP WITH BLEE AND BRYDEN! woohoo. Crapped with kai di aka bryden through out the dinner.(was having diarrhea so i cant eat any outside food) . I wonder if anyone knows him as xiao di di HAHA. RJ HOT STUFF NO MORE. But he still calls me xiao xuan xuan. fucking er xing. lol. Continue crapping with him on bus all the way home. Sigh, u can never run out of things to crap with him. I STILL RMB THE DAYS IN SJI. THE 3 MUSKETEERS, COLD JOKES + LOADS OF CRAP AT THE BACK OF THE CLASSROOM! aww man those days were awesome man.

Mao is going to get us some polo tee from batam. hehe. its cheap there.Crammed with stuff on holidays... hardcore go out. No more money le... haha tmr suppose to have sentosa, but i cant push up my tuition, guess its a rest day for me. Wed training, thurs basketball with gang, friday sentosa with 436, sat gym with Bryden.AND SUNDAY I'M OFF TO TAIWAN WOOHOO! going to get fat ahahaha...

anyway, here are some pics hehe ><

Pics from bee's 18th birthday:

Birthday girl - Bee ^_^

The unglam queen HEHE

cheeling!!!

Cat hiding her pretty face =(

WORLD'S SEXIEST MAN... BANO!!!

Only picture i have on my phone for shirts and dresses day.

NERD GX LOL ROFL LMAO

My classmates =). argh i miss out chalet and sentosa with them... Sorry guys =/

BROS BEFORE HOES BABY. MAO AND MERVIN =)

ok this is by far my longest post. Hope it doesn't disappoint anyone. I'LL TRY TO POST MORE FREQUENTLY HAHA.

TIL THEN !!! ><

2008-11-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

YAY MY 70th POST haha abit random.

Anyway spent the past two days in mervin's house. AWESOME TO THE MAX. Only missing out wang and roy, our other bros. Dota-ed wif mao and merv. Lagging rocks our world LOL. ANTICIPATE 3 SECONDS IN ADVANCE LOL. damn fun. Eat and Eat and Eat. Day 2 went cylcing with merv's family and tong. WOOHOO NEVER KNEW CYCLING COULD BE SO FUN MAN! but my ass kinda hurts now. haha.

I missed out chalet totally. damn sad. But at least i had loads of fun at merv's hse. haha. Nowadays getting abit lazy to blog. Wish there was a wire connected to my brain that will auto post for me when something interesting happens in my life. Wouldn't that be great? HAHA

TIL THEN!